I have been pretty much feeling like you lately. I started having siezures in middle school and was diagnosed at 14. I have always felt somehow less human than everyone around me. I have trouble processing information when I'm talking to people. Everyone says they dont notice but it really hard being in my head all the time and I usually avoid people because I'm afraid getting confused and embarassing myself. I have to say I am impressed though that you stuck with school after you were diagnosed. I ended up getting my GED and am now trying desperately to finnish college at age 28. So at least you have that. Probably not much of a consolation but from my point of view, you have your life so much more together than me! Anyway, thanks for sharing.